Lucid!!

 

Thanks to my Lecturer Dr Ang Yong Guan :)

 

Tu me manques

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just ... .... . ....... ..  you.

I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, and I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on my mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... 

hey I miss you.

Free My Soul: The angst of a love no longer shared.

I'm fighting gravity, trying to fly,

To soar with the wind to pastures new,

But gravity's winning, I'm falling fast,

Back down to earth, back into you,

To suffer for my pains again,

Within a love, no longer good.

It seems to me there's no escape,

From the misery and the pain,

Stuck in this melancholy sadness,

I long to reach a higher plain,

A place away from your tyranny,

A place where a happy serenity reigns.

It seems I exist in a world of dreams,

A dreamscape never, never land,

Where nothing is real, nothing exists,

Except the numbness that plagues my mind,

The emotional turmoil of quickening madness,

That leaves all rationality behind.

Our love's become disturbed by anger,

The angry words we choose to spit,

Are filled with angst and uncertainty,

Fueled by your sarcastic wit,

Defying all communal harmony,

It no longer holds it's grit.

I believe it has slipped away too far,

To be able to retrieve it's sense of wonder,

That long since dead feeling of awe,

Before we let our love go under,

The fragility of what remains,

Is tearing itself asunder.

I tried to hold the pieces together,

But like grains of sand, they slipped away,

Just as time continues forward,

The past becomes a memory,

A distant thought in the back of my mind,

Long deprived of sincerity.

There's nothing left worth fighting for,

But still you won't release me,

Nor will you content my heart,

By putting it out of it's misery,

It seems you enjoy the pain you give,

As you hold me to my declared testimony.

Like a powerful magnet, I can't pull free,

From your grip of solid steel,

That holds my heart within it's prison,

So I suppose I'll have to content myself,

Resign myself to your charity,

In the hope that one day, you'll free my soul.

I AM!

Don't allow the pressures of life to change who you are, how you view the world or the things that bring you happiness within yourself! Stay true to yourself!

Hell's Kitchen!

The belly rules the mind.  ~Spanish Proverb
 

Believe it or not, I have actually started “cooking” this year. More than my masters or bachelors, I have to say that “the ability to cook” is my greatest achievement. Never in a million years, could I imagine myself being a cook. I am not insulting myself but this is a fact. The following video below is my best friend Revathy trying out my food and critiquing for the second time. Jesus!

I have to say that the kitchen offers one of the best and most creative places for practicing mindfulness. Many mindfulness practices are done in yoga studios or meditation rooms where everything is designed to be calm and peaceful. This is a nice way to begin the practice of meditation, but real meditation starts to take place when it’s intimately integrated into daily life. What better place to start than in the kitchen?
     Turning a meal into a meditation experience can be a beneficial way to observe the mind, explore challenges and also show love into a meal designed for yourself, your family or a friend. When viewed as play, it can also bring fun into the practice and keep it light and joyful rather than dour and serious. But more than that it can be an opportunity to consciously cook with love.

 

I LOVE U MT!!!

People are unreasonable,
illogical, and self-centered.
Love them anyway!

If you do good,
people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway!

If you are successful,
you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway!

The good you do today,
will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway!

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway!

The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down
by the smallest people with the smallest minds;
Think big anyway!

People favor underdogs,
but follow only top dogs.
Fight for underdogs anyway!

What you spend years building up
may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway!

People really need help,
but will attack you if you help them.
Help them anyway!

Give the world the best you have
and it may kick you in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway! ...

You inspired me as child....you have been one of the most important influential icons in my life. Thank you Mother Teresa!

Imagine (Mind) + Believe (Heart) = I Believe I can Fly (Acheive)

 "In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true." 

-Buddha

Billions of people fail to live the life they have always wished to live. These people fail to realize their ambitions and give up on their big dreams as soon as they encounter the first obstacle. One of the strongest reasons for this attitude is that these people do not believe in themselves.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.

Lastly, hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it.

You want the Truth, you can't HANDLE the TRUTH!

 “You can bend it and twist it... You can misuse and abuse it... But even God cannot change the Truth.”- Michael Levy 

Why do people get upset when you confront them with the truth? It's been said that honesty is the best policy. It sounds like the simplest thing in the world; but being truly honest with others can be a real challenge.

Honestly, life's complicated. The truth hurts most of the time because it’s not what we want. I am not trying to generalize but most or maybe some of us want a fantasy world where everything is perfect. If you say something to somebody which is both negative and logically sound (truth) then their mind will have to jump through more hoops to dismiss it which can cause anxiety or frustration.

Well, isn’t telling the truth good??? Am I right Rum Rum :D!!

Thinking about it, if you shut the truth out and bury it under the ground, it will but grow, and gather to itself such explosive power that the day it bursts through it will blow up everything in it's way. Is this really necessary?

STOP- THINK- REACT (STR Effect)

"Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it gets you nowhere." ~ Glenn Turner

It's sad that we live in a culture/society where everyone seems to worry. Turn on the news: someone got killed, a new super-viral flu is coming, terrorists are regrouping … and the list goes on and on (Alamak headache). Sometimes I wonder if everyone realize that they have the authority to decide how they are going to spend their life, and they could actually control the situations that arise in their everyday lives. For some people worrying is like a paycheck, every week there is something to worry about. If you think about it, worrying can be easily put to rest by deciding what things are important in life. Not that you don't care about the situation, but somethings will work out for themselves if you stop and think, before reacting.

 

I've met far too many individuals suffering from this affliction. Hopefully we will find a cure some day. Let's hope!

A Dream, A Dream

  A dream, A dream,
another dream.
A dream of you,
A dream of love,
A dream of you and me,
we had such chemistry,
If only you could see.
A dream we danced in the moonlight,
A dream we made love til the mornings bright light,
A dream, A dream,
Where my true feeling burst,
A dream, A dream
Makes me feel more hurt.
A dream, A dream,
of true love,
over and over,
over and over,
A dream, A dream
where we are together,
A dream, A dream,
why can't it be real,
A dream, A dream,
where really connect,
A dream, A dream
that I can't reject,
A dream, A dream,
and another dream,
Why can't it be real?

Why can't you love me?

Poem by Succitam Ris 

Introduction ???? Nahhhhhhh

Since this is my first time blogging, I know I'm suppose to introduce myself.... But whyyyy?????? At the end of a long introduction: You omitted perhaps one thing- that is your true identity of your inner self. So I'm going to skip this part....

I have a lot of respect for individuals that are capable of creating endless amounts of nonsense. Hence, Theophilus London has become one of my favorite singer/ rapper. Check him out!