It's been 4 months since we call it quits.
I asked myself on a constant basis,
How could I fall in love with a man who
does not love or even know my heart?
Is love really blind?....blah blah blah
You know what, I don’t want to talk about
you already.
Let’s talk about me.
I just experience my first official heartbreak and it’s exciting.
Though it was not really my choice to call it quits, I have to
agree that this is the best decision ever!
I’ve not have not been angry, depress and anxious for the past
four months and I never thought that I will be so happy and thankful to god for
constantly teaching me new things about life. I’ve got my happiness and freedom back. I’ve
have my friends (social life is blooming), I love my Job, I am extremely
spiritual and most importantly my relationship with my family is awesome. Super
positive wahahahaha... I am so thankful that even though I’ve lost one person,
I’ve gain so much more. I hope things are great on your end. Like I told you
before, I want nothing but the best for you.
I want to thank you for being a part of my life
I have never regretted being with you, in fact you taught me a lot
of good values, patience, tolerance, my tamil is better because of you, and most
importantly I now know what I want in a husband (qualities etc).
Thank you for letting me go.
I agree with you that we are not right for one another.
You deserve someone who has the same belief system like you and your family. I think you should know about me that I don't know how to pretend to be something i am not.
I don't think i will be happy with what u wanted me to be infront of your family.
My only wish for you is to build up your self esteem, be strong and be able to stand up for yourself. Stop playing victim.
I forgive you and your family and most importantly I forgive myself.
Thank you once again and goodbye!

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